Knowing my worth from my faults gives me a true validation of myself.
Not from the ending of one calamity to the beginning of the next.
I seek me, from within me.
Too often wondering why others prefer to play head games and shuffle emotions;
As though this was a card game, with only a passing interest.
Taking no stake in the future; because the present is all there is.
There is no tomorrow because today never happened
it was all just
A figment of my imagination
a bad dream for 52 years.
Am I feeling me, am I really feeling me ?
More than anyone ever could – I am always feeling, ME
as I am forgotten, as I am overlooked as I am cast aside;
who would so willingly discard something of use, of value ?
certainly not me.
I relish in my gifts, my talents, my dreams and my accomplishments;
as no one else ever has.
the pain I feel when I realize how much of me I have wasted on
others less worthy; or less giving - takes my breath away.
today is a day, when I will breathe new oxygen.
a day when I will see finally that the love I have given
and the love I have never received; are one and the same.
a waste of my good time, energy and desire
to do good.
Too much good makes everything bad - is now
My REAL Logic
I can willingly step away from the waste; the shattered pieces
of my heart, spirit and dreams; I can abandon the trash of my
former self and realize the truth.
there is but one concern for me, from now on - ME.
selfishness is but a word - a new mantra for the new ME.
Self Evolved and Self Involved shall be my new modus operendi.
Seeing ME as the Goal will become all that there is.
no more, let me think about how it will affect anyone else,
why ? has anyone else considered their effects on Me - Hell NO.
so today I start to LIVE, to BE Me, To Know ONLY ME.
Fuck What You Heard
Realize What You Know.
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