Poetry,…An
Essay.
Poetry
allows me to express the inner most clarity’s of my
experiences, whether Private or Public. I often understand things
differently from different points of experience. Sometimes I
entertain different views for expansion, sometimes adopting those
points of flexibility and expansion, after experiencing the
feelings of correctness, at the moment. The mind’s
view can never be fully embellished with words. They are just a
catalyst for development, of ideas and ideals. I like to think of
Poetry as the paint of the minds galleries.
I
began writing Erotic Poetry, while going through a particularly
rough period in my 30’s. I found that it opened me up
to a level of fantasy and escape that I could never experience,
at that juncture in my life. I wrote with partners, live
one on one. One I actually wrote with online in chatrooms, acting
out these fantasies mentally, and occasionally tripping away to a
clandestine location to try to live out the vividly lurid exposes,
impossible to match in reality.
I
discovered a safety zone in my writing that I had missed in some
previous personal relationships, that made it all work. I
met a partner who was interested and capable of playing out the
fantasies and living the realities for short periods of time.
Flying back and forth, spending smoldering weekends in luxe
hotels globally, screaming out loudly, whether it was by his side,
or on the phone, or Internet, it was intense.
I
found that this caused me to expect more, not only of myself, but
my partners. Most men are not interested in reading, let
alone constructing an elaborate screenplay, to evolve into a
sexual passion play later, because they want it now. fifteen
minutes here, thirty minutes there, not enough for me.
I
have some paper passions that continue for days on end, and that
alone makes me know that in my mind at least, I am a passionate
woman, who knows personal satisfaction, even if it never rises
from ink and paper again.
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