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I felt
the moisture of passion tonight
when
walking around my house bottomless
in a
short cotton nightie and no panties,
thinking
of how Fantastique it would feel
to sit
upon your lap, and put my arms around
your
neck, kiss you passionately, and then feel
what I
have wanted to feel for what seems like a lifetime.
I measure the time of my passion for you,
in the lifetime of My Son.
You
See, when we met, he was just three,
and I
look back and think of how if I’d paid attention
to
what I knew was intrinsically meant for Me,
I
would have known the deep intense pleasure that
being
a part of You must be.
and I
wonder what makes me want to have this fantasy
come
to life, knowing full well that the extent of my involvement
with
you, would lead me to a rapture that I’ve wanted since we
met.
Sometimes
in life things are presented to us and we feel so unprepared
to
respond properly, not sure of what would and what wouldn’t
work,
even
still wanting the chance to enjoy the fantasy,
and
wish that the time would evolve into an existence of continuity
and
consistency, Me and You always..
Old
Fear, and apprehension make me deal with my reservations by
staying at a safe distance, denying Myself the pleasure of You..all
the while knowing that I was only adding to the slow cooking
drama, a sensual scenario, that You have drawn Me
Head,
Heart and Ass, into.
I
awake from dreams where we make love all night, and look deep
into each others souls.
I feel
the connection that only real commitment can give. Not a jealous
unwillingness,
but a
passionate desire to meld my energies into a creative synthesis
that would surely
produce the most absolutely delicious orgasm, bringing us Soul to Soul, My Love
( for
Joanne who tells me to write down my dreams, and for the man who
makes me happy today A.K.I. )
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