Torture, is a feeling..
One deep ugly abyss where I find myself tossed all too often;
Because you are trapped there, and want company.
Why hold me as an emotional hostage,
when you have the choice to free yourself,
And thereby freeing us..
Why linger and saunter in a place you don't want to be really ?
Too perplexing to me, to penetrate the logic of ill feeling as a state of existence.
Common said it best when he asks, "if you believe in Heaven, why is the choice Hell.." Yeah,, Why ?
I come with Jewels of logic and life, and you cling to scattered fears and old pain;
Refusing to step forward into reality and wisdom.
Knowledge is power and motivation, if you penetrate it's simplicity,
Rather than come to see it as some new process to be learned and regurgitated.
Know because you Feel, not because you think,
So tonight the torture ends,
You with your look and expression of shock and disbelief at me
And me saying to you, how are you different, sleeping and not alone.
The fact that we are both polygamists,
makes this all the more difficult To deal with, for each one of us.
You more than me now, since I had to accept early on who you were,
Except now it's your turn, and things seem harder.
Torture, is a thing known best when felt,
And I have to say that I know it well, and how I feel about it is dread.
Tonight we were both hostages,
Hostages to our own fears and self imposed terrors,
Yet we felt able to release ourselves,
And finally give up the tension and admit,
That we enjoy holding each other hostage
And that we enjoined our fate for the purpose of Realization.
The aftershocks are vivid, and rapturous indeed.
You still fuming in classic innuendo, and sarcasm, which totally betrays
The truth that I seek from you. Why can't you get to the point, be angry
And then decide what you want to have with me ?
Why is it so hard for you to accept that you must share ?
You are acting like a spoiled willful individual in a group.
Why can't you just realize that if the group is functioning now
You don't need to change the attributes to meet any expectations
That you may have now or in the future. All you need to do is accept Reality,
and grow toward equality. Knowledge equality is the principal
Embodied by this wisdom, and I want to share just that with You.
All along the edges this unraveling is painful,
And you need to stop it now.
Dread not the livity of reality, Seek out the knowledge of Equality
And rise to penetrate the fullness of your gift, and to embrace the
Growth that you are.
Growth is Painful, especially when you want to control the rate,
So let go of your controlling notions and embrace the flow that is,
Knowledge Wisdom, and accept Equality, Really.
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